One of my worst fears? That the bartender won’t bring my drink soon enough! That’s my fear with a twist – get it?
Fine, a real fear. I could say something pedestrian and banal like ‘I’ll never find love’, or ‘dying alone’, etcetera, but an honest fear is dying of AIDS, or being burned alive.
The context is ‘address one of your worst fears’. Of the two mentioned above, being burned alive is probably the worst because there are good drugs for AIDS, but I watched a friend perish from AIDS, each day worse than the last, his broken body wracked with pain, blistering sores, fever, vomiting, diarrhea, and he endured each new opportunistic bacteria, fungus, or virus that destroyed his fragile immune system.
Maybe being burned alive is a piece of cake after that, but I don’t know. I don’t want to find out. This was a stupid fucking exercise, and I’m not even sure why I did it, but there, it’s done.